I don’t get it. We, as humans, are dumb fucks! You heard me. We blow each other up, destroy the very planet we live on for what? To prove we have power? To prove we are better than someone else? Why? Why are we trying to be better than someone else? Shouldn’t we just be trying to be a better human being? I, for one, just want to be a better me than I was a day, week, month, year ago. I’m only in competition with myself. The only one I am better than, is myself. I am no better than anyone else in this world.
Is it just me, or is nature really amazing? Trees go through a beautiful change in the fall. They shed their leaves, bearing their soul for the harsh winters. Dying a slow yet beautiful death only to return to life months later and begin the cycle again. Only in nature can something die, only to be brought back to life. The trees, grass, flowers, they all die off year after year only to keep coming back to life year after year.
Ok, so all you bad drivers, you need to stay off the road. Seriously. What is wrong with people when they drive? I had a guy go through an intersection while I was in the middle of it, turning left. Uh dude, did you NOT see me in the middle of the intersection when you decided to drive through, almost causing an accident?! Then, the dumbass goes slow. Like, under the speed limit slow. WTF dude?! Why? Why do these people find their way to me?
So, I’m a single lesbian. I am not one for going to bars or clubs to find a girlfriend so I do the whole online dating site thing. I’m also not looking to date but I like meeting new people and making new friends. My life lacks lesbians friends anyway so the dating sites are a good choice. Well, maybe, maybe not. Continue reading Single Lesbian Online Dating Adventure
I’ve been having some very real dreams lately. So real, that when I’m actually awake I feel I’m dreaming and when I’m dreaming I feel like it’s reality. It’s been crazy. I don’t remember all of my dreams, just certain ones. The ones I seem to remember the most vividly are the ones involving my ex, Roo as I’ve called her before. Last night was one of these dreams.
I’m sure exactly how it started out but we were in the snow covered mountains. We were either skiing or walking down the barely touched, snow covered path. When we reached the bottom of the mountain, there was a lake or ocean or some kind of body of water with a white sand beach. The sand was the same white as the snow so you couldn’t tell where the snow from the mountains ended and the sand of the beach began. This body if water and beach were surrounded by snow covered mountains. It was as though the mountains were coming out of this body of water. It was incredible. We sat down on some steps and just talked and enjoyed the view and each other’s company. She says between my legs and laid her back up against my chest. It was so relaxing and such a feeling of comfort. It was cool enough at the beach that we wore jeans and hoodies, which could be due to the snow on the mountains.
After a little while, a group of people we did not know, joined us. They sat and talked with us for a short while before they got up and left. Everyone was happy and enjoying this special place. Once they all left we went back to sitting for a little bit before we got up and left too.
The view of the water with the mountains is unlike anything I have ever seen before. It was so amazing and beautiful. I don’t think anything like it exists here on Earth. It was a magical place to be. It was very calming and peaceful. Even though it was somewhat cloudy, there was still enough sun to glisten off the snow. I’ve never experienced a place like this but I’m glad I got to, even if it was only in a dream. The dream was more real than any reality I’ve lived. I will keep enjoying my experiences in the dream world because it seems real to me.
So, I’ve been battling a headache this afternoon. After laying in bed for a good hour, mostly on my back, with my legs crossed, I stretched my legs out only to realize my knees have fallen asleep. Not my legs, just my knees. I have had this before and if there is one thing I have learned it’s not to walk. That is, unless you want to look like a new born calf with a possibility of making out with the floor. Don’t get me wrong, I’m single and would love to make out with someone, the floor just isn’t my first choice, or any choice for that matter. So here I am. Laying in bed. Waiting for my headache to finally leave me alone and my knees to wake up. There is a slight chance I might have to pee soon and I don’t think crawling on the hard floor is a good idea either.
Gotta love it when you wake up in the middle of the night because your entire arm is asleep. Yep. From the shoulder down to the finger tips. Tingling for, what seems like hours. Pumping the fist, dangling your arm off the side of the bed, all in an effort to get it to wake up so you can go back to sleep. Flayling your arms around like a monkey with an itch it can’t scratch. Why must you have fallen asleep on your arm that way? Can’t the blood just find a way to get where it needs to be? At this point you think you must be losing blood in you body because it doesn’t seem like you have any going to the right place. Oh great. Now I’m dying. I thought it was just my arm falling asleep but I have no blood flow. Good bye world. Oh, hey, I can feel my arm again and it’s not all tingling. Yay, I’m still alive.
An hour later.. Why am I still awake?! Why did my arm have to wake me up? I thought I was dying. Now, I wish I was dead. At least I’d be sleeping. Why can’t I just sleep? I need to get some sleep. I’m tired. Wait, what time is it? Beep beep beep beep Guess that answers that question. Gonna be a long day.
Too much hatred in this world and not enough love.
The world doesn’t need selfish people who go around hating others because they hate themselves and are projecting it out. Stop being so damn selfish. Your words and actions can and do affect others more than you will ever know. In some aspects, those things can mean life or death to that person you did not treat right. You can change the direction of a person’s life by saying or not saying, doing or not doing, anything. There are times when another person could hold your life in their hands and their decision(s) could send you down the path you are meant to travel or down a path that doesn’t even exist. Continue reading One Global Community And The World Around It